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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

today morning went to meet cheryl near her house. thn went to woodlands mart. talktalk thn they keep ask me dun quit skul. thn went to skul ppls in class ask keep ask me why wan quit sia. thn i didnt answer thn they ask me dun quit uh. lols. thn went back to class. went back to my sit thinking and thinking and thinking. thn after reading is lights hmms lights lesson was dame freaking hot plus angry sia. kena caught having cigg at my bag. FUCK la. dunnoe why suddenly hui have spot check one lei. thn mok say wad will send to police la blabla. fuck sia. thn went back class thn science. thn recess thn blabla thn after skul. hmm went to npc thn blablabla thn went back for remedial. i'm a good girl okay! lols. than after rmb went up to 786 smoke thn to woodlands mart thn to uncles house thn he bring me to npc thn sent me home. WTF sia i have probation -,- fuck siaaaaaa. lin na beh. plus nxt week nid report to hq. ma fan sia. hmm thn reach home bath everything went to hospital bring angelia home. hmms ah ma say she takecare of her. THANKS a million uh ah ma.! thn went in malaysia at about 6 plus liddat? reach abt 7 plus thn go bath and everything uh. thn jiu cum use comp liao le. hms nothing to say uh. slitedd today 10 scars. ytd 15 scars. haiz tmr you see my hand like shit liao. ytd sumones msg make me thinking crying sliting and wad do every uh. dunwan mention anymore le la uh. you dun have to noe uh. me you her him noe can liao le uh.
dun wan noe so much uh. really idk who sent th msg uh, dunwan noe also. i cried so much just all because of myself. i'm th one to blame. i'm th one who cant let off... i'm sorry for everything . thanks for all th concern . i dun mean to hurt anyone. dun wan anyone to get hurt also. just now whn rebecca talk to me i wan to cry sia. she say i do everything for you, now even can quit skul for you. for wad. you also dun care. thinking over, i felt tht i'm like a dumb. but i really cant forget everything tht happens tht day. if can i forget everything even my name i would. i would wan to forget everything. 210209 is over.
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